Audition cold feet.

OK. The oh so big Pop Idol audition is tomorrow. I'm really not sure if I want to go. I mean, I CAN sing, heck, I wouldn't even sign up for it if I couldn't, so I'm not worried about THAT. I am worried about my lack of self esteem regarding my looks though, and I worry that this might hinder my performance. And to be honest, I'm not pop star material. Not in the Britney kind of sense anyway.
But the audition last year was fun to do. Nerve-wrecking, but fun. And I was "lucky" enough to catch a cold the day before and had to switch songs from demanding to easy 'cause of that.
Now I haven't even decided on a song... 'cause I've been all "nooo, not going" the whole time. But my friends me to do it. Maybe they want to see me make a fool out of my self. :( Nah... Ahhhh! Dunno! *grr*


Good thing though, finally managed to get our fireplace lit. I'm a water sign, it's not natural for me to make fire, but I seem to have made it today. yay! The apartment is so cold that it's really neccessary.