Oh joy...

*Warning- pissy, confused and scared entry. If you don't want to read about me whining, then don't. :) (and that smiley is so out of place there.. hah!)

On my way to the gym today, suddenly there's these weird small zigzag shapes creeping around the outer regions of my vision. By the time I reach the gym (only a five minute walk), the zigzags have spread and don't seem to be going anywhere soon, so I turn and walk back home.
At home, a weird head ache starts at the back of my head and spreads to one side within ten minutes. What the ***? was my immediate reaction. And checking the leaflet from my pill package, it said you should contact a doctor immediately if you experience vision disturbances and headache (among other things. Scary stuff, those leaflets!). So I did. Called the doc, I mean. Who told me to come over right away. OK. At the doc's, she asks me a few questions, messures blood pressure and checks my eyes with a weird light thingy. And asks me if I've ever had a migraine... No. Never. No one in my family has them either, as far as I know. So it didn't even cross my mind to think of it. But she didn't find anything unusual, and certainly nothing to be alarmed for. And told me I probably had my first, mild migraine attack. What the f***?? I don't need no frikkin migraine! I don't WANT one! (well, who DOES?) And I certainly don't want it to come back, but I guess I must be prepared that it might do so... Arrgh! I don't need this! Really mad now, and frustrated. And they've listed CHOCOLATE as a trigger! Chocolate, coffee and citrus fruits. I love those! *sob*
OK I'll stop... I'm just... very confused now. And not liking looking at the screen any more today.
Going to go watch "Lost" and then creep up in my bed, feeling sorry for myself and while I'm at it, feel sorry for the rest of the world also. I mean, why not?