Life goes on.

Things have been hectic. Had a somewhat hellish weekend, starting with the news of my Oma being hospitalized. Then the news of Love's grandfather being very ill, as in waiting for an omnious call any minute -ill. And I had to work, not being able to get that out of my head and messing up constantly, getting me a well-earned talk on Monday.
Oma is getting better now, but Love's grandfather passed away two days ago. It's not like it wasn't expected, but it's always unsettling. Not to mention the mental strain it is to just be waiting for that phone call. It's not unfamiliar to me, we've had that situation with Oma several times. But somehow she's always pulled through...
So you see this week hasn't been very cheerful.
On top of that I'm having somewhat of a beef with mum. She's accepted another invitation on my birthday, so that they can't come to Love and I's combined birthday party.
That alone hurts, but it's only the last of a string of events of lame excuses and it makes me so sad.
She sure knows how to make me feel excluded and unwanted.
Bah...
So to sum it up? Shitty, shitty week and I would be more than happy just to crawl underneath a blanket and bawl my eyes out.