F*CK!

My laptop is screwed. The motherboard is busted, not the graphic card, and I have no idea what to do. I can replace it, and pay a shitload of money on top of the money I already paid to get this frikkin piece of shit in the first place, or I can buy a new one with money I don't have. Well, I don't have any money to replace the motherboard in the first place either, when I think of it.
Fuck fuck fuck!
I feel like such an idiot for buying a second hand laptop. It's not like I have money popping out of my arse, so this is actually a big deal for me. I just want to cry...